Well Hello... I am new too blogging, but I understand the overall gist of the whole concept, and I'm ready to tell my story... though it is pretty messy over all. Uh okay, so I'm feeling completely miserable, and everyone is judging every single move I make and breath I take basically and it is driving me absolutely insane. Like I don't understand why everyone is being so judgemental towards me... I have just lost so many people in my life recently, its ridiculous because they just don't understand my saddness, pain, and basically just what I am going through and experiencing in general. It just hurts me so much to lose people I love because they don't care. Anyways... they don't matter anymore, well at least not in my mind. I am trying so hard to get better and aboslutely nothing is working... no matter how hard I try or what I do, I just need like something new. I am writing music, and poems, and singing them and putting them to the piano, which is great... and helps me express myself, but its just not enough anymore, you know?
I don't know what else to say right now... I have to go off and do some homework... but I am feeling just overwhelming bad right now and felt like I should write it out and try blogging... hmph. i'll write again later on. bye for now!
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